I feel if I keep chanting that over and over again things will be better this year. I screwed up big time here at the house. I am not used to calling and checking in and didn’t as often as I should and everyone is upset with me. But that is par for the course…
Reflections of the past year. They had their ups and downs. Things were actually pretty good until October. Then everything went downhill. I really wish I could make the last year just disappear. Make it go away and never come back into my thoughts, my memories. I started taking my meds again. I am afraid…
You are a Scorpio, born in the midst of fall. Yoursign is the sign of transformation. You thinkvery deeply, and people usualy don’t know thereal “you”. You are determined,protective, focused, brilliant, self-sufficent,magnetic, brave, unbreakable, open-minded,loyal, strong, and sensitive!! Unlike othersigns you have three, yes three, symbols; 1) aneagle,which soars high, is proud, and veryprotective. 2)…
Imaginative, erotic, passionate You prefer to have one partner and to try everything with them. You have an enormous sexual appetite, and you often create sexy scenarios to play out with your significant other. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Capricorn You are very successful in life and are always planning for the future. You are…
I hate the commercialism of Xmas. It has ruined a holiday that exists due to it’s Pagan origins anyway and not the birth of Christ. It is nothing but money hungry stores selling gaudy Santa Claus nick nacks and lights galore to raise our electric bills up another 983% and forget the whole reason the…
Ok synopsis of my week since Thursday. Thursday Find out my results came back positive for malignant ovarian cancer Go to dinner with Jen and Kat – Jen goes fucking emotional and ballistic because we were talking about our life and our plans Come home – Kat leaves to go for a drive She…
I used to write in my diaries thoughts that ran through my head. Then I moved to the online journals. It was a place where I could move my thoughts with words and place my emotions in a sacred forum where I am never judged. When you open up especially to those who you love…
Well I have chicken pox – what a wonderful way to end this week! On another note I talked in length with Matt’s father today. He told me I should get Matt checked for pheochromocytoma and that he would like to be a part of Matt’s life now. He wants to get to know him…
Well Pride has come and gone in Cincy. Here are some of my After – Pride Shots