I hate the commercialism of Xmas. It has ruined a holiday that exists due to it’s Pagan origins anyway and not the birth of Christ. It is nothing but money hungry stores selling gaudy Santa Claus nick nacks and lights galore to raise our electric bills up another 983% and forget the whole reason the holiday existed in the first place. I love Yule – it is the beginning to a new cycle – new life. I plan on making this next year better than ever!

Me update – I was kicked out again because I expressed how I was feeling and my opinions towards others. I was chastised for the self opinions of a mutual friend because that friend chooses for herself not to be friends with her. But yet that is my fault. I was accused of being vindictive – of which I do not have a vindictive bone in my body. She has been condenscending and mean and yet I still cannot find it within myself to be angry with her. I do hope she finds happiness and I hope this is all worth it.

I have job interviews lined up and two dates this week! Also have a meeting with a lesbian couple to rent a room from them. They sound awesome – animal lovers, don’t mind kids, one is a massage therapist and the other a professor at the college, live on a 2 acre wooded lot in a 4000 sq ft house!

I have a date with J tonight. Just going to eat and enjoy some nice one on one quiet time which is way overdue! This weekend I have a date with Lea in Columbus and I am going to stay with my brother.

So hope to catch everyone up on more happy things soon!

Chel