We had a very interesting weekend.

So the weekend started out quiet – night of movies and food and hanging out with J. J ended up staying over and we all fell asleep pretty early but J had to be up at 6:30 to head home for work. So in the meantime kat and I managed to get very high and I watched the two of them make out. I slept ok other than the fact I had to sleep in clothes. I hate sleeping with clothes. I hate clothes period. So I got up Saturday morning and got J out the door. Kat woke up cranky because she thought J left without saying goodbye – J tried to wake her up but she was not budging.

So she and I napped on the couched while we watched some movies and then got up to head over to pick up tomato stakes for our plants. I swear our plants are taking over our garden! And we made a stop to pick up some X from a friend. Hindsight is 20/20 and the day after rolling you feel like a train wreck.

Ok so J came back over after work and brought some beer. Things were nice and quiet for the most part. J and I made out a little and drove kat crazy when she was rolling hard. Laura stopped by when Kat was in the shower and was on her normal drama kick. Then J had too many beers and started to get tired and depressed. Close to 11 I get a cal from Erin – Kat’s very drunken ex. A lot happened this week with her daughter and her friends daughter and some guy who wa sclose to the family so she was a wreck. I talked to her a bit then kat talked to her and she decided she was coming over. After we habg up with her Laura calls to say come up to the club – umm no. Keeping in mind J is still here but decided to go home since Erin was coming over.

So I went and picked up Erin and we all went to bed (yeah I know popular place eh) and Laura calls again saying her ride left and she was walking home from the club. But she wouldn’t say where she was and none of us were in any shape to drive. So she hangs up on me saying tell my mom I love her. So kat tries to call her back and to no avail. So we fooled around with Erin for a few hours and smoked a bowl and Erin started getting worried about Laura walking so I called her back and she picked up this time. She finally said she was sitting on our porch – our porch of all places! How many more women did we need at our house. So I tried to talk to her again and she still said nothing was wrong she was just fine until kat came out and she started bawling on her shoulder. I went inside and grabbed the cigs and we tried to talk to her for a few but she still wouldn’t talk so I said fuck it and went upstairs. evidently she finally left awhile later after trying to make peace or whatever with me – I am sorry I can only be so sympathetic with some for so long and it has been like this for over a year. She cries for help and when you try to help her she doesn’t want it.

So finally after lots of fucking and fooling around – unfortunately not on my part though – erin, Kat and I fell asleep. This morning I got up and took erin back home and got Kat some breakfast. Most of the day we have just laid around the house napping a little and drinking lots. It is so hard to remember to drink when you roll.

I am very depressed about work. I dread going there day after day and when I do go in I get myself all stressed out and end up in the hospital like I was last week. I don’t know what to do. I need this job until we move but it is making me physicaly ill.

Ok enough for now. I am tired and cranky and thirsty again!