Thank the goddess the meetings are over! I was in such a chipper mood until I found out I get to do the same thing again all over again the first week in January! ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Oh well – just keep remember this is paying for my retirement!

Found out some disturbing news last night. Seems the gf is back to the old habits again – cheating online. Oh well – should have seen it coming. One day she will realize she cannot get away with things and expect me to never find out. I ALWAYS find out. And to have cybersex in her fu*cking game – wtf? Last I checked a warm body is always better than staring at a freaking computer screen.

So life is still pretty blah. I really like this journal thing though. I found some really good ways to connect with others.

I definitely forsee some good things happening in my life soon.