Life is full of circumstance. Many times we do not know when things will happen or with whom. Sometimes you will find in your journeys those with whom you have certain personality conflicts. When they do happen upon you how you react is what is most important. My boss – I am sure she is a very nice person outside of the company but within she is not – at least not towards me. I have done my job with perfection for almost 3 years. I have climbed the ladders of success on my own with no previous training or degrees. I don’t like attention at work, I don’t like to stand out or be constantly praised for the work I do. I know I do it well. I have a rapport with my global counterparts which has been steadfast and head strong for years. They count on me to help them and assist them even though I go against the laws of the almighty manager to do so. I suffer the repercussions later and go on with my day knowing that I have helped not only this person but the business in itself.

So instead of playing her little games I do my new role without complaint. I let whatever is to happen to fall back on her and let her see the hole she has dug herself into. My customers are suffering, our business is suffering – why because she doesn’t like my lifestyle. She has made me unavailable to other managers but they have seen through and though feeling hopeless to help, they stand by me and by what I am good at.

Karma lives within all of us. Karma is what reminds us that what we do is right or wrong. Karma gently pushes us in a better direction. Although through all my years of learning about Karma and about Ascension it still amazes me that people as mass consciousness are so oblivious to what is out there. The Mass cause dis-ease – they dis-connect with G-d and with themselves. They destroy our planet in which we must live and use up all of her resources for their own selfish gain.

Dis-ease sickens us and makes us weak. It encapsulates our life and our existence. Bringing us down physically and emotionally and mentally. Our energy and vibrational frequencies have suffered all due to the junk we breathe and the food we eat. This causes our bodies to transmutate and brings the dis-ease. Some people ask why I spell dis-ease with the dash. Look at it – think about it. Dis-ease is just that – the lack of ease in our life. We should be embracing our planet and everything she gives us and instead we make her life lack the ease of just existing.

We fight wars and use resources that do not belong to us. We kill each other and bring harm to those we love. Love should not be dis-ease – it should be the the whole of everything encompassing all that we have and can give. This brings such sadness to not only us but to our planet as well. She weeps for us – for those who inhabitate on her fertile lands and do we weep for her in return? No we mis-use and abuse her.

I have still been fighting with major fatigue and my right eye has been twitching all week. It is very annoying. It doesn’t matter how long I sleep or how many bus naps I take every day I just cannot wake up. I know I need to go back to the doctor but all they are going to do is poke and prod and find nothing. The vampires will take more blood and tell me there is more wrong with me. I am tired of being told something is wrong with me. I just want to feel better and be happy. Happiness I have. I have my wife and my son and our doglet. They make me happy beyond words. So I continue to live and move forward and evolve. I never imagined my life to turn out this way. I have no regrets and I am happy where circumstance has taken me.

Circumstance surrounds us – smothers us – frees us.