I am so tired.  I swear my brain is completely fried. 

Well
I put up the rest of the Xmas lights.  Sometimes I feel like my other half
sees me as useless.  Hello, while this may be news to others you would
think after 5 years she would realize I can do things (even butchy ones) by
myself. 

So
she got frustrated and decided to do it herself – like that was going to make
the job any easier.  She had the same problems as I did.  Although
I walked away from it to cool down and what did she do – slammed the hammer
into the wall leaving a nice rather large indentation into the plasterboard. 
Wonderful – way to take out that anger on those inanimate objects!

This meeting all week is totally
draining me.  Not to mention the fact I had to drive from here to her work
then to mine – find parking downtown – sit through an 8 hour meeting – drive
to pick up my niece from daycare – then pick her back up from work and sit in
construction traffic for a half hour and then finally home.  I didn’t think
we were ever going to make it.

The
kids made cookies tonight – I can’t wait to see the mess in the kitchen. 
Of course it was my idea!

She was looking at house plans again
tonight.  Everyone says I should just leave – she even keeps threatening
that she is going to leave – but yet she tells people everything is my fault
and I won’t talk about it.  Well more on that later.

I need to veg for awhile but I might
write more later.